#30 My Sunshine – Ballad

[Verse]

You were the smallest one, my little Gunther

Born last in the straw, barely a breath

But oh, that heart of yours thundered louder

Than all of your brothers combined till their death

You chased every dream like a leaf on wild water

Refused to drift quiet, refused to just float

You barked at the moon like you already owned her

Said “Mama, I’ll be more than the blood in my coat”

[Chorus]

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

You made me happy when skies were cold and gray

You’ll never know, dear, how much I love you

Now the heavens came down and stole my sunshine away

[Verse]

I see you still running through tall summer grasses

Tail helicopter-wild, ears flopped in the wind

You wanted the badge, the night shift, the flashes

Wanted to guard the world that I failed to defend

I told your father, “He’s built for the big things”

He growled, “He’s too soft, he’ll break in the storm”

But you proved him wrong with every heartbeat

Till fate proved him right in its cruelest form

[Chorus]

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

You made me happy when nights were long and gray

You’ll never know, dear, how much your mama loved you

Please God, don’t keep my sunshine away

[Verse]

The river took you where leaves finally settle

Under the bridge where the streetlights don’t reach

I dig at the dark with these trembling claws

Howling your name till my voice can’t speak

I’d trade every year of my guarding and growling

To feel your small body curled warm at my side

My brave little dreamer, my sweetest, my proudest

Come back to your mama… come back to my sunshine

[Chorus]

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

[Verse]

The stars are all wrong now

The skies forever gray

You’ll never know, dear

How much I love you

And no morning ever

Will bring my sunshine back again